Wednesday, January 14, 2009
IM LETTING ALL OUT
...things just nOt going my way.... did i did the rite thing??to just walk away..not even letting out my Anger to her.. should i be jealous???
how it can all be all lies..The worst thing was..i got to see all of it with my two eyes.. it was so heartbreakin and i feel lyk beenin Busted by over again...i reali felt so weak .. it was shockin.. for the first time i never let out my anger..but why..is she so special to me?? where did i dO wrong?? Oohhh man..i just don knoe??am i just to nice to her??i knoe i got nO money foR a cab..and i kNoe my train end around midnight but yet i still want to investigate cOz i got this bad feeelin tat something bad will happen..and it did..its been 5days but still the feelin haunt me each and everytime..why i jus cant forget about it...??
And to add things more missaraeble to my life..at my work place.. a girl who is very special to me..which i alway adore..wants me to stop treating her special and nice..!??but why??why so sudden....i been treating you this way ever since they call us couple..i don mind... hahaha..remember you almost falll down 1st time at work and i was there =) !?you knoe..you are very sweets and different among rest..thats why i like you very much..but if u want it to be this way..i got no comment and i respect your decision...and yaa i almost forget...i owe u an aplology..i wanna apologize for lieing to you ok..i shoulden keep it a secrect..i should tell you first rather you heared by others..i knoe im in the wrong..trust me i knoe how it feel to get lied by...im deeply sorry okkk..i hope you are still not mad at me...
blogged @ Wednesday, January 14, 2009