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Wednesday, January 28, 2009
OMG!!! Im gOna gO inSain !! sOO bOred!! Dah lah i Only wOrk one day fOr this wHole dam wEEkk! Im fuCkin BrOkee tOO noW!! HaiyOO.. thiS is what i hATE dUring hOLidayzz...GOT NOTHING TO DO!! i Got NO WORK n No Moneyy..plUs nO Girlfriend..agghhhh!! i got Nothing to doo at homeee...SOO whO wanna meet me every day and company the whole holiday i have with mee!!?any takers..??? hahaaaa...



yesterday.. All my "Darlingzz" invite me out to watch movie at Ochard!!! Haiy00!! Money burned sehh..must pay bus fare..food..ticket all..haiyooo!! Overall it was okk ah..there wass Inah, Imah, Ana, Tyra and me .>>i was the torn..among the roses *wink-wink<<. .
we watch "THE WEEDING GAME".. For a Local Movie..its a great show..Very Funny .. ii give the show 7/10.. after the movie, we all don knoe where to go and all decided to go home.. siaaalah! it was like Only 10'O clock!! Sooo Early mehh wanna go home?? I think coz some of them got skoolin the next day..they must go home early ah.. fuck skool!! For what go skool?? waste time ajer..hahaaa... We all walk to dhouby ghout and walk our separed ways take the train go homee..I WAS ALONE!!AHHHHHHHH!!!




Singapore Next Top model sesat...
hahhaaaaa.....
blogged @ Wednesday, January 28, 2009



Monday, January 26, 2009
Happy Chinese New Year!!
blogged @ Monday, January 26, 2009



Saturday, January 24, 2009
My Confession

Im reali Sorry k....i Knoe i am in the wrong...As you told me..You forget about it..and you forgave me already...but deep down inside i knoe that some dissapointment and sadness is still inside you..and Im trying my best to gain the trust back...you can say that i deserve this torture that im being into..and i cant blame it...each and everyday..secrects after secrets you get to knoe..and the more hate..you grow towards me.. there no point to lie anymore...it happen to fast that i don knoe how to re-act to it.....
i Hope After my explaination..you understand my situation ...and why i did it..

My Apologize,
Aidy


blogged @ Saturday, January 24, 2009



My OLd PhoTo wif FATIN....Our 9month aniversary ...


The Day i finally see you again....

After my Motor prac at Bukit BatOk Driving Center....i went to Tan Tock Seng Hospital to see her injured granny...And i Got to see you finally for almost 5month of lost contact.. wish your granny have a fast recovery..and u happy wif ur live...remember im still there for you...although im just a friend too you nOw....



blogged @ Saturday, January 24, 2009



Friday, January 16, 2009

This is all the pain i kept inside and im letting it all out....


All These Things I Hate (Revolve Around Me) - Bullet For My Valentine

The lyric....

verse 1

Once more I'll say goodbye to you

Things happen, but we don't really know why
if it's supposed to be like this
why do most of us ignore the chance to miss
oh yeah

Pre-chorus:
Torn apart at the seams as my dreams turn to tears
I'm not feeling the situation
Run away try to find that safe place you can hide
It's the best place to be when you're feeling like


Chorus:
Me! (Me)
Yeah! (Yeah)
All these things I hate revolve around
Me! (Me)
Yeah! (Yeah)
Just back off before i snap

Verse 2
Once more you tell those lies to me
Why can't you just be straight up with honesty (honesty,honesty)
When you say those things in my ear
Why do you always tell me what you wanna hear (wana hear,wanna hear)
oh yeah (yeah!)
Wear your heart on your sleeve make things hard to believe
I'm not feeling the situation
Run away try to find that safe place you can hide
It's the best place to be when you're feeling like


chorus....
Pre-chorus...
chorus...x2

blogged @ Friday, January 16, 2009



Wednesday, January 14, 2009
IM LETTING ALL OUT
...things just nOt going my way.... did i did the rite thing??to just walk away..not even letting out my Anger to her.. should i be jealous???
how it can all be all lies..The worst thing was..i got to see all of it with my two eyes.. it was so heartbreakin and i feel lyk beenin Busted by over again...i reali felt so weak .. it was shockin.. for the first time i never let out my anger..but why..is she so special to me?? where did i dO wrong?? Oohhh man..i just don knoe??am i just to nice to her??i knoe i got nO money foR a cab..and i kNoe my train end around midnight but yet i still want to investigate cOz i got this bad feeelin tat something bad will happen..and it did..its been 5days but still the feelin haunt me each and everytime..why i jus cant forget about it...??

And to add things more missaraeble to my life..at my work place.. a girl who is very special to me..which i alway adore..wants me to stop treating her special and nice..!??but why??why so sudden....i been treating you this way ever since they call us couple..i don mind... hahaha..remember you almost falll down 1st time at work and i was there =) !?you knoe..you are very sweets and different among rest..thats why i like you very much..but if u want it to be this way..i got no comment and i respect your decision...and yaa i almost forget...i owe u an aplology..i wanna apologize for lieing to you ok..i shoulden keep it a secrect..i should tell you first rather you heared by others..i knoe im in the wrong..trust me i knoe how it feel to get lied by...im deeply sorry okkk..i hope you are still not mad at me...

blogged @ Wednesday, January 14, 2009



Thursday, January 8, 2009
!!HaPPy BirtHdAY tOO mE!!!


I waNNa sAy ThanKs tO yOu Guys wHo wiSh Me HAPpy BirthdaY.lOvE u GuYs veRy MucCh!!i tOt tHat You aLL ForGets mY bIrthDay oR dOn even gIvE a dAmn aBout iT..But i wAs WrOng!! u GuYs remEmBer!! i WaS sOO tOuchEd oN wHat u GuYS DId im tOtally SurpriSe!! i DiD nOt ExPect All of yOu gUys caMe anD wait FoR mE uNder my bLock!!wOwww!! im sOrry oK YoU all nEed to wait For me For aN HOur pLuS!?? if i KnOe yOu all PlaiNning a SurpriSe Party FOr me..i wiLL cOme mOre eArLy oK!?..bUt yOu gUYs shOuldEn NeeD tO dO aLL thiS...cOme On im staYin in SENg KAnG and the Rest of yOu Guys arOunD wOOdland tO Bukit PANjanG!!yOuu all can see mE at WORk wHaT??HEy u aLL where my BiRTHDAy KiSs!?HAHAAAA..iM very lUcky to have friEnDS liKE u aLL..ThaNKS okkk yOu GuyS!!wOw yOu guYs reali knOe How tO thRow a Susprise PartY! reali thANks oK reali i loVE yOu aLL so MUCh..anD hOw yOu gUys knoE i Lovee ChoColate! The CHOCoLAte CAkE WAs DELIcOUS..sOOry tHere waAs not mucH fun at mY hoUse cOz i didnT expEctt yOu aLL tO ComE SO there no really anything ah ..i oNly can ordeR fOr yOu all kFC foR ALL yoUr TrOUBLE!!my treat..heheheeee =)

This is where i got "saboo" By safrinah..yingsi..farhana..tyra and fatimah under my block..!!they reali plain the surprise well!!i was very Shock tat all of them Came and i did not expect it coming...My face was being spray with foam and party strings..hahhaaa!!it was very memories tym!!
Hahahaaa..This is the 1st time 5 beautiful ladies
pamped me and feed me with the delicious cake
they bought for me
i feel like a king..
Looks like ying si remember what i did to her
on her birthday WITH HER BIRTHDAY CAKE a few months ago..hahhaaa..
REVENGE IS SWeeT huhh..!!!


..Reali Guys i feel sO touched On what u all
did..you all can see hoW happy and shock i am on your
sudden apperance..thaNks for all the preasent kk!!but the weird
thing is majority i got perfume from you all..am i that stinky..??hahaaa..
nevermind lah..its the thought that count..thanks ok you guys!!





All for your trouble!!..Kfc my treat..thanks for
everything..I LOVE U All!!


blogged @ Thursday, January 08, 2009



Thursday, January 1, 2009

helloooo dudes!!
HApppy New YEarr too ALL!BUbyE 2008!ANd welcOme
2009!!WOw..time fly So FaST..After Work i Got
tO SEE FIRE WORKK!!VERy NIcE At ExplaNADe!!
After tHAt lePak wiff my BANDMAte!! Waaa!! CAn
say 2008 iS ONe off the moSt memORIES YEar foR
mE!mAnyy Shit haPPen lAst yeaR..THerE WAs wheRe
i MakE nEW faces in my WoRk
pLace..ANA,ImA.INa,yinG SI ALL! hahaaa!!I GOT A
woRkinG "PARTNER" at my WORK PLACee NAMED
TYraa..she's very sweet!!AT woork..peoPle liKe
tO called Us CouplE!!Last yEAR WaS WHeRREE my
Band, COOKIES AND CREAM...Or CALL FOR CHOAS was
FORM UP..Then iN april 2008.i mEt SAipuL!!my
Close friend and my band matee!!hahaaaa!!tooo
muchh just tOO muCh thingg happen!!thEREs gOOd
TYme and theres bad tym..the Bad tym i haD in
2008 wAs i bRoke up wiF my eX.NURUL
FATIN...HaIZZ!!I don KnoE wHat i Wass
thiNkin!!we WERE toger foR 1 and a half years
togther..But Luckly tiLL noW wE still Contact
with eACh otHER BuT JUs OnCe A WEEk ajerr..ok
LAh i thinK!??tHe good tym....hmmm..i doOn KnOE
too Many unTil cant thInk :)!Ohh ya!! thE MOst
i Cant Forget Last yeArr whereee i Start tO
whEn clubin and Start tO DrinK!!hahahaaa!!wHat
2009 will bring mee??

mY friEnds fRm RENDEZOUS!!

THis IS TyrAA..SHe Is WhY I LOvE TO coME TO WorK! =)


mY banDmatE
CaLL 4 CHoaS or cOOkies N Cream!!


tHe CutE n swEEt
NuruL FatiN


blogged @ Thursday, January 01, 2009









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