Tuesday, September 30, 2008
DAMM!!Hari RAYE IS just tommorrow..wow!!it felt so fast that i don feel like its coming.. Extuaclly i dont feel any enjoyment or perharps no feeling when i woke up this morning to realize that tomorrow is HAri rayE..i didnt jump for joy or plan what to wear for visting..i even did not buy any new baju,pants or shoe for dis raye..coz i don feel like it..i don know..when i getting older..i started to feel lyk hari raye is nothing... BUT THE MOST weird thing happen after my breakfast!!As i finish eating my lontong while i listening to the radio.. As the radio play the takbir of hari raye..i stop and think...i have lost both of my grandparents and my step-brother that i love.. both grandparent of my mom side past two years ago...and a brother i wish to have again a few years back..i feel sad that i cant see them again and cant spend another hari raye with them..we cant expect when is our last raye or when the last time we can see our love ones again..suddenly tear start to roll down my eyes..i cant belive i crying when i was thinkin while hearing the takbir..extuali now i know whats hari raye..its not about new cloth or nice shoe..its to come back to see our love ones,cousin..and friend from far or near..to gather with them exchange forgive ness to parent..maybe our last raye will be next year or 3 years later..we don knoe..if my late brother and grandparents was still alive i knoe they will want to celebrate hari raye with us once again.......
blogged @ Tuesday, September 30, 2008
